SnowLeopard's Lair

I'm sailing on a ship Looking on the sad times, the guilt and all the shame, I have learned to submit my existing hurts and pains. When I feel the pain, I know why I feel stange. Jesus on the cross, and this cross upon my back. I'm feeling underrooted, feeling undermined. And when I feel the pain, I know why I feel strange. I can.
--I Can by Skillet (These lyrics are incredibly deep. And I'm thankful that they're true.)
Getting tossed about at sea
I wander through these broken halls
Wondering what's left of You and me.
Not long ago You lifted me up to touch the sky.
My tears, You wiped them dry.
Where are You now?
After that blessed time did die?
Yeah, I know it's my fault -
I left You when the waves got high.
I couldn't understand the truth,
So I laid down my head to die.
Tell me Lord, will You accept me now?
Now that I have walked away?
I want to turn this trip around
But sinful pride won't seem to fade.
These tears, they stain my cheeks
And I am haunted by my past.
Tell me, what do I turn to now?
To the lust of sin or a love that lasts?
You stretch out Your loving arms
Offering a comfort that will never end.
I can't look back, can't look behind
As my heart, oh God, You mend.
--Roz/SnowLeopard
All the grief I have learned to set aside 'cause I am feeling underrooted, feeling undermined.
Can this grace of God cover me this time?
When I hear the rooster crow I am ashamed.
I have learned to submit then, but what about my life?
Sometimes I drop my cross, "Deserve a little rest".
That's when I run to You and I nail Your feet and Your wrists.
Can this grace of God cover me this time?
And when I hear the rooster crow, I am ashamed.
And do You really love my soul, even after I hated You?
And do You really know my name? Can I really come to You?
And are You really my faithful friend, changing all the seasons in the morning sun?
And do You really know my name? Can I really come to You?
Humble yourselves
therefore under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time:
casting all your cares upon Him; for He careth for you.
1 Peter 5:6-7
I have set
the LORD always before me: because He is at my right hand, I shall
not be moved.
Psalm 16:8